why worry

Well I'm a worrier. Everyone doesn't know this about me but I am. In fact I'm such a worrier that it bugs me when others don't worry. Vance doesn't ever worry. Or if he does he hides it. Lately I've realized that my worrying makes me irritable (nah!) Anyway in most cases I worry about small things really. Like last night I worried my self into insomnia because I think haven't been brushing my teeth enough. True. I layed there thinking about the UA basketball game and started goal setting about my teeth brushing. So today as soon as I was done eating my wonderful frozen burritos and finishing my yucky diet pepsi (out of dmd at all of honeywell how is this possible, but I've visited the cafe, and 5 vending machines, nothing! ARG!!!!) I went to the bathroom with my boyscout tooth brush and my big ole tube of aquafresh. I proudly starting brushing. Trying to fill two minutes I started to look at the tube of tooth paste and realized that toothpaste has an expiration date. I didn't know that. Why? Does it turn toxic? What is in toothpaste that could expire. Well mine says 09/2002. I suddenly didn't feel well anymore so I guess I have one more thing to worry about. ug.

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welcome back - beno

well, yeah i'm lazy. That's the problem. a no duh moment. I've enjoyed some of the time in the past weeks sin Mitt. But I liked it better before. Now I'm so indifferent I can't believe it. Have you heard the song "Animal I've become" by three days grace. Pretty cool but that's not why I bring it up. It says "somebody get me through this nightmare, I can't control myself" that's how I feel about this election. I know why Mitt lost. Everyone knows why. but no one will say it out loud. ssshhhh. crazy. I am prone to mock people that play the race card too much. "You are only saying that because I'm ". So I guess that's why I don't want to tell you all of my thoughts. I've enjoyed the last AM (after mitt) though really because I was watching so much CNN and FOXNEWS and now I don't watch and so I've been reading. I read the entire BOM since January and am almost 400 pages into GBH book by sister Dew. pretty cool huh, yeah I know I'm a freak! You are impressed you know it. well actually for people like el wifey it isn't much, but for a intelectually challenged person like me it's a major accomplishment. I see you smirking, like "you all dat".

Here's your philisophical input from your pal (me): if you want to get over a loss big or small, read the BOM in 60 days. It'll knock your socks off. You'll either 1. feel so guilty that you will forget what you were worried about or 2. feel so good that you will forget what you are worried about. for me it was both depending on the day or part I was at. You know people are always talking about "power" in the world, they have no idea. Really none.

Ok, so yesterday el wifey tore out a wall at our house then blogged about it. She is psycho. but what was funny was that she emailed me and said "I updated my blog, go read it and see if you still love me" pretty funny huh. Girl, you so crazy. But me lika the crazy girls...